INeedToBeSkinny90081's Journal, 01 Aug 18

yes agree with your parents my love. Go to the doctor, you need the support. Take care of yourself x 

Alright :)  

You can’t starve otherwise you will get seriously so making yourself sick is a definite no but if your parents are letting other members Of the family eat crap like donuts When you are around that’s not good either but doctors I can’t go against you parents legally your still under age so what they say goes 

oh you should get help 

I think you have binge eating disorder and bulimia  

My parents don't starve me. I starve myself. 

There's always food available at my parents home, I only noticed I was overweight because I look so big and bulky in pictures. My parents never mentioned anything about me being big or me being overweight. 

How tall are you? 58kg doesn't strike me as large unless you're extremely short. If you're vomiting after eating though, you definitely need to talk to a doctor. Take care! 

5"5  

Meals were always big in my house so I was always heavy or maybe it was me I was always 13.7 stone when my parents died due to lager my Weight ballooned to 17.2 before this diet at the Moment I’m 16.0 my first target is 15.0 I feel you always need goals but forcing yourself to be sick will only damage your body ask the doctor if you are over weight and by how much and ask for advice  

If you are 5’5” it doesn’t sound over weight 

We're all different but at 5"5' 58kg doesn't sound overweight. I think that a visit to the Doctor's to talk things through and get advice from a professional is the best option for you. Making yourself vomit after eating is definitely not good though. You can do all sorts of physical damage to yourself doing that. Talk to a Doctor. 

Yeah I'm really short so like my weight is still overweight  

I would definitely go to the doctor's, from my experience my doctors helped me so much. It wasn't even making me happier when I was getting skinnier coz my life was just consumed with being sick and eating bath sponges!! My throat and stomach hurt all the time, I couldn't go to the toilet, hair falls out, your teeth will rot and after all that the little energy I did have I used by arguing and fighting back with my parents who was trying to help me. Your parents love you and wants what's best for you just go have a chat and open up, don't hold back,let them understand you. You defo got this girl!! Sending all my love ❤️  

I completely understand the feeling of needing to be skinny, hence your username, but managing your diet so you lose weight in a constant and healthy manner is really the way to go. 5'5 and 58kg is definitely not overweight. If you just lower your calorie intake (there are tons of calorie calculators online for weight loss) then you can lose a few pounds in a much more stable way. That way you can feel like the best representation of yourself and still feel healthy and balanced. If you go to the doctor, he/she can definitely recommend a diet that will match your weight goal. I think it's the best choice. Hope it goes well!!!