susieq1941's Journal, 17 Apr 08

Going through self imposed insomnia; creating things to do at midnight until 5 or 6 AM. Am supposed to be working on turning this bad habit around and think more positively (as per challenge) but there is one stubborn lil lunatic that lives inside of me that is off and runniing. Notice I am blaming "Her" and not me. Well I know we are one and if I don't stop messing with my sleep, it will ruin my health, diet progress, and general feeling of well being. I have a theory that since I raeched my lowest weight last week of 150.5, and I have been at 151 & 153 for the past upteen weeks, that I am sabataging myself. I'm beginning to lose confidence and am getting negative-hate that side of myself, and I know it has so much to do with my eating habits. I succeeded in getting to bed at a normal hour only once these past 2 weeks-here I go to shoot for night 2 (and tomorrow, 3, and the next day 4, and on and on and on........ Oh well, we'll see!!!!!!!

View Diet Calendar, 17 April 2008:
1184 kcal Fat: 28.32g | Prot: 70.08g | Carbs: 132.78g.   Breakfast: tabouli, Applesauce, maple flavor sugar free syrum, skim milk. Lunch: ricotta cheese 1/4 cup, yogurt dannon light & fit , ham, cabbage. Dinner: string beans 1 cup, cheese shredded fat free 1/4 cup. Snacks/Other: fudgicle, turkey meat, tomatoe juice, sargento light string cheese. more...
1890 kcal Exercise: Conditioning exercise (health club) - 40 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 20 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Oh susieq, you can do this! My mom has struggled with insomnia, she understands what you're going through I bet. Congrats on the low weight and please just hang in there and do whatever you can to best get through it. I'll be thinking of you! 
17 Apr 08 by member: ImLuuvd
You are on the right path... you have acknowledged this sabotaging behavior and accepting that you can fight it!! YOU CAN DO THIS!! I know you will continue to drop and continue to WIN this FIGHT!! :) 
17 Apr 08 by member: bullytrouble
Ok Susie. I KNOW you can get out of this funk. We all slip now and then and it's really important to put it behind you and get back on track! You have come this far. Keep it going! We're here for you! 
17 Apr 08 by member: mbhpro
oh wow. have you tried reading? i never was this bad but it would take me 1-4 hours to get to sleep! reading worked well for me now its my eventful life! kids. lol  
17 Apr 08 by member: cindyshine
Thanks all; I'm going to start to fight this in earnest! 
18 Apr 08 by member: susieq1941

     
 

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