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I feel like I am in downward spiral today! Everything seems to be going wrong, and I am falling apart. My diet is the only thing I can control, and I am sticking to it, but I feel like I need to do more. I don't do much around the house these days, because I just really don't feel like it. I get shit for not doing anything, and I cannot seem to find anything to do with my son on these gloomy days. All I want is to feel loved, and feel appreciated... but for some reason I am not feeling that way, and I am not getting treated with respect and appreciation because I don't keep my house clean like I should. I am a stay at home mom, and have plenty of time to get everything done, but just can't bring myself to want to. Whenever I cry or get emotional I get accused of not taking my anti-depressants... this is really bothering me. The more I get bitched at for not doing anything.. the more I don't want to do anything! I just want to run away and be alone!!
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1564 kcal
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Fat: 132.21g | Prot: 84.37g | Carbs: 10.06g.
Breakfast: diet root beer, hot dogs. Lunch: mild cheddar, Reduced Fat Breakfast Sausage. Dinner: heavy cream, eggs. Snacks/Other: whipped cream cheese , chicken breast lunch meat, sugar free jello. more...
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3143 kcal
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Exercise:
Sitting - 8 hours, Calisthenics (light, e.g. home exercise) - 15 minutes, Resting - 6 hours and 45 minutes, Sleeping - 9 hours. more...
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