I have read all your journal entries and I AM TOTALLY WITH YOU! 100% I also learned of this site from the Today Show and I began really exploring the site today and I love it. I am inspired by others, so this is great for me. I love food as well and I, too, am addicted. I don't want to stop loving food, I just want to regain control. I have also experienced the spiralling out of control, as I am sure many of us have. I love to cook and bake and subsequently eat... I just need to have some self-control, portion-control, and, above-all- I need to stay active! Congrats on your upcoming move, how exciting! Stay focused and positive, and you will succeed.