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OMG I'm eating tonite and I can't stop! This wedding planning is stressing me out so much. If I keep up at this rate I'll GAIN weight instead of losing weight before the wedding.
I have to keep reminding myself that this is a CHOICE that I'm making. I'm choosing to overeat instead of stopping and I can choose to stop.
I just realized that my weight is back to where I was just before mom died. It doesn't seem like much progress but it definitely feels like a step in the right direction!
I don't know why I don't feel thin like I did then... I guess I'm realizing how far I have to go.
The good news is that I bought some new summer pants - a size 10 and a size 8. I thought that by spring I'd fit in the 10's. Instead, the 10's fit me right now! I'm going to return them because hopefully by spring I'll be wearing a size 8! We'll see!
View Diet Calendar, 25 January 2011:
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1616 kcal
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Fat: 65.98g | Prot: 76.77g | Carbs: 188.94g.
Breakfast: orange, steel cut oatmeal. Lunch: egg, bacon bits, chicken, salad. Dinner: light mayonnaise, ketchup, thin-cut fries, light wheat bun, turkey burger jennie-o. Snacks/Other: mini cheesecake bites, skim milk, berry berry kix, dove milk chocolate, reddi-whip, 100 calorie cupcake, 100 calorie almonds, quakes. more...
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2044 kcal
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Exercise:
Desk Work - 8 hours, Resting - 5 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours, Housework - 1 hour, Sitting - 2 hours. more...
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