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Today is Friday, I feel good and better for many reasons!
It's the long weekend (Civic Day) so I am off on Monday next week, will have to work 3 days only and am leaving on Thursday, right from work, going to Quebec City to see my family, miss them so much!!!
At work things are smooth, too slow at times, but no stress or extreme supervision or anything to drive me nuts, so I can just stay relaxed and do my job when it gets busy.
At home, my bf is still not working, he is getting depressed, home alone all day long, every single day, it is very hard. I am trying to deal with all that but it is so hard! I feel sorry for him about what he's been thru already and what he is still going thru... (he had a surgery 8 months ago, got a tumor removed from his inner ear and lost hearing on left ear, my poor baby) and since then has not been able to find any normal job... discrimination, etc... I hate people sometimes!
SO yea, when he is down, my world turns upside-down, I can't exercise or relax or enjoy my life since the person I love and care about is hurt and depressed... so I am trying my best to help him out, very often I do the wrong thing and he thinks that I am not helping... I am really trying hard! I don'T want to blame him, I just hope that he will find some job where he won't be abused physically and mentally because I don't think that he can take it anymore!
Ok... enough of my life story.. I could write like this forever.
Obviously, real friends don't exist, either people are jealous that we are so in love and on August 8th it will be 7 years, or they just use us and abuse because we are kind and always helping everyone... and once we helped them, they run away and ignore us... like we are going to ask for favors in return... disgusting! Many people did it and it's just sad how they can be like that.
I am still happy, tomorrow is weekend and will be with my lovely, hopefully we stay positive and happy together!
Wishing you all success in your goals & a good weekend!
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2120 kcal
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Fat: 77.47g | Prot: 68.65g | Carbs: 253.81g.
Breakfast: french vanilla coffee, neilson milk, butter, raisin cinnamon swirl bread. Lunch: butter, raisin cinnamon swirl bread, bananas. Dinner: polish sausage, tzatziki sauce, chicken breast, rice, lettuce, tomato. Snacks/Other: corn on a cob, heineken beer, twix, popcorn with butter, golden delicious apple. more...
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1968 kcal
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Exercise:
Sitting - 3 hours, Walking (slow) - 3/kph - 2 hours, Desk Work - 5 hours, Resting - 7 hours, Sleeping - 7 hours. more...
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