cristinaxxs's Journal, 02 Aug 23

I don't think I have ever cried so much before. I ate so much (for me) nearly 1,000 calories. I know that is normal or even a bit low. But going from 200-700 calories then to 1,000 is scary. I feel like I am going to gain weight, I am so scared. I was screaming and crying, I don't want to gain weight. Something inside me is telling me that I will, even when I know that I won't. I really don't wish the feeling of guilt that I have right now on anyone. I wanted to do tons of running to burn it off, but I have no energy and I did 5 minutes and got so so bored. If I gain weight tomorrow I am going to be so upset. I regret my food choices today as they were high calorie and not even healthy or filled with protein. I will do better tomorrow hopefully. Thank you for all the nice comments on my recent posts it means a lot. I read all of them and smile. I also listen to the advice! I have just been so stressed recently, so I am sorry for not being able to reply. Of course, if anyone has any advice you can message me or comment I am very open for nice help!

View Diet Calendar, 02 August 2023:
968 kcal Fat: 27.22g | Prot: 28.72g | Carbs: 156.35g.   Breakfast: Special K. Lunch: Prima Della Deli Sliced Oven Roasted Chicken Breast, Walkers Wotsits Flamin Hot, Thomas' Bagel Thins - Plain. Dinner: Magnum Double Caramel Ice Cream Bar, Weetabix Minis Chocolate Chip. more...
1372 kcal Exercise: Running - 10/kph - 5 minutes, Running - 14.5/kph - 2 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 53 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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