cristinaxxs's Journal, 12 Aug 23

I am crying so much right now. I just got home from holiday, I weighed myself and it came out as 55 kg. I have eaten a bit of food but I was not wearing clothes and went to the toilet. I hate myself so much, I knew I gained weight. I am ashamed to say that I thought I didn't gain any weight. I am so upset with myself, I feel sick thinking about food. I never want it again.

View Diet Calendar, 12 August 2023:
471 kcal Fat: 8.58g | Prot: 16.32g | Carbs: 86.17g.   Breakfast: Weetabix Minis Chocolate Chip. Lunch: Potato Chips, Thomas' Bagel Thins - Plain. Dinner: Special K. more...
1660 kcal Exercise: Sitting - 6 hours, Singing - 4 hours, Resting - 6 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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@spaigel Thank you for being so kind it means a lot x 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@Shake Those Pounds Thank you for that sweet message, I talk to my mum and all of you lovely people on here :)  
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@rcguenth Thank you for your support it means a lot, well done for losing 8 pounds that is very good!! 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@bearnoggin Thank you x 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@cindylynnwho Thank you for standing up for me x 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@Juzo Okita Thank you for your message, that is very true! x 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@Azukibeann Thank you for this comment, I am sorry to hear that you also struggle with eating issues. So thank you so much for helping me! x 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@Jenjabba I really like sports actually! Thank you for this message, and yes I am going to the concert haha. I am very excited and grateful x 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@CarbAbuser Thank you so much, I will reply soon xx 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@LadyinDenim thank you for understanding it means so much to me! 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@Yearofhealth Yes you are right, I am around that age. God bless you as well, you are honestly one of the kindest people on here and it means so much. Your comments are always so lovely to read. I wish you luck in everything, I also saw you had an operation, and I hope you are recovering. 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@shirfleur Thank you for caring xx 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@CharlieLovesChaplin Thank you so much! 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
@SwiftArsonist Thank you 
12 Aug 23 by member: cristinaxxs
i can't wait to hear about your concert! 
12 Aug 23 by member: jenjabba
My suggestion (though being a teenage it may be out of your control) is to expand your food choices when you feel you are in a rut or thinking in binary terms (too much vs too little). For example, fresh veggies to stir fry with only a spritz of olive oil, or berries, or a salad of mixed greens with lemon juice or vinegar (no oil). These have very little calories but lots of flavor. Do you eat enough red meat? You need red meat to function. Anyway, the point is to get out of your rut with high flavor, low calorie options. 
12 Aug 23 by member: chris nelli
it hurts my heart to read that you're thinking this way! Please remember -ALWAYS- that you are on a lifelong journey, not a limited time diet. Yes, you gained weight now, but next week? you'll be back on track, living your healthy life. Best yet? you'll have some amazing memories of your vacation! 
12 Aug 23 by member: saintperk
Cristina, you can delete his comments from your post. He can go soapbox on a new post of his own. Just click the little red x. Bye.  
12 Aug 23 by member: Katsolo
Please some of you long-haulers on here... You know what's necessary to get the keyboard Rambos banned. There's no place on this wonderful app for cruelty.  
12 Aug 23 by member: SLYONE 22
Food is your friend! We need it live a healthy life!! 
12 Aug 23 by member: StormsGirl

     
 

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