cristinaxxs's Journal, 16 Aug 23

I am really proud of myself. It is currently 1 am and I woke up so so hungry that I felt physically sick and couldn't sleep. My eating disorder was telling me to go to bed and not do anything about it. But I told myself to go and eat something, I just went and had two slices of bread with butter. I know that isn't very nutritional but I am very happy that I did that. I think that me feeling sick because of how hungry I am is my body telling me it isn't happy. Plus, I did a ton of walking today, another 260 calories really doesn't matter that much.

View Diet Calendar, 16 August 2023:
947 kcal Fat: 10.95g | Prot: 41.47g | Carbs: 177.75g.   Breakfast: Thomas' Bagel Thins - Plain, Deli Sliced Ham. Lunch: Carrots, Cucumber, Apricots, Prima Della Deli Sliced Oven Roasted Chicken Breast, Pita Bread. Dinner: Deli Sliced Ham, Thomas' Bagel Thins - Plain, Special K. Snacks/Other: Whole Wheat Bread, Quaker Rice Cakes - Lightly Salted, Quaker Rice Cakes - Lightly Salted, Apples. more...
1930 kcal Exercise: Power Walking - 2 hours and 10 minutes, Resting - 13 hours and 50 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Ha! You’re better than I am! I usually ignore those queues at night like that because I’m afraid I’ll turn it into a habit. I wait for the hunger to knock me out and to be honest, when that happens, it’s the best sleep I get 
17 Aug 23 by member: rfox512
That's great. You're making progress. I'm proud of you 
17 Aug 23 by member: RN16
proud of you for making progress and listening to your body..  
17 Aug 23 by member: SaraRiley
Bread and butter is better than a sugary snack (which is often carb, sugar and fat). Some carbs and fat are good for you in right proportion. 
17 Aug 23 by member: chris nelli
great job listening to your body! you should be very proud of yourself! fighting those ed thoughts is very hard and you did that! 👏 
17 Aug 23 by member: cachanilla85
Way to go ! 
17 Aug 23 by member: MattRide
Learning to "Listen" to our bodies is probably the biggest challenge that any of us have to deal with. The destructive voices in our heads can be Really Loud. I try to remember that when people are yelling, it is because they're trying to Control me. Listening to the negative thoughts is how we defeat ourselves. No Way! You Won the Argument! One Decision at a Time is the beginning of Success!  
17 Aug 23 by member: SLYONE 22
That’s a huge accomplishment!!! Realizing that the ED negative cycle lost and YOU won!!!! So proud of you! 
17 Aug 23 by member: shanekwa
Well done!!!! If you can handle it, use almond or peanut butter, or sub/add a banana and a cup of whole milk. This will tick up your protein and add a bit of fat and fiber which will make the same amount of calories make you feel full for longer, and be healthier at the same time. 
17 Aug 23 by member: ale000x
Super proud of you! 
17 Aug 23 by member: Burnitu9

     
 

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