IngaViolet's Journal, 29 Oct 15

I just feel that I can't shake the bitterness and feeling of rejection off. It seems that I can have better weeks and then something triggers it and I snap at people, I don't mean it, but like I have that deep pain inside, and I hate being rejected. Then I sit and regret even opening my mouth, but on the other hand I can't bottle it up and explode... Feeling guilty and like about to lose some friendly coworkers... I don't even want to eat my lunch right now... Here it comes - emotional eater... :(

View Diet Calendar, 29 October 2015:
1027 kcal Fat: 51.86g | Prot: 33.50g | Carbs: 110.07g.   Breakfast: Butter (Salted), Great Value Enriched White Bread, Smucker's Strawberry Jam. Lunch: Cheesecake Factory Chocolate Mousse Cheesecake (6"), Lean Cuisine Marketplace Vermont White Cheddar Mac & Cheese, Sugar Cookies (Includes Vanilla), Deli Turkey or Chicken Breast Meat. more...

10 Supporters    Support   

Comments 
Just remember knowing is more than half the battle. You're aware of your feelings, many don't. Use that knowledge for your benefit ;) I hope the day goes better for you! 
29 Oct 15 by member: eddowning1
IngarViolet, I can surely identify. I have family members & so called friends that act like they want your opinion, but then reject you after you open your mouth. So I have decided to keep my thoughts & opinions to myself, just give them a smile! Feel better because you will always be you, even though folks seem to want you to be someone you're not. Good Luck!😀 
29 Oct 15 by member: Lucygirl1
Feeling your pain. Know you are not alone.  
29 Oct 15 by member: jparlett
Thank you guys!  
29 Oct 15 by member: IngaViolet
We are here for you 
29 Oct 15 by member: latincharmer
Sending you a hug. If you snap at me, I don't care. I will know that it is because you are in a bad place. When you feel better, you will be good company again. And I know that you are a good person, one that I like, and you are worth it. 
29 Oct 15 by member: heidij123
You are worthy of friendship and happiness. 
29 Oct 15 by member: Scalewatcher3
(((((hugs))))) and hopes that tomorrow will be a better place. You are NOT alone; we are all here for you. 
29 Oct 15 by member: kclab

     
 

Submit a Comment


You must sign in to submit a comment. Click here to sign in.
 


IngaViolet's Weight History


Get the app
    
© 2024 FatSecret. All rights reserved.