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went to the gym yesterday.
went to get on the elliptical and guess who is there?
4 of my old friends from high school.
granted, they were never really my FRIENDS, but more along the lines of we just had all of our classes together.
they were all sporty
and athletic and did like...soccer and crap in high school.
well- apparently all they ate in college was beer and french fries because HOLY CRAP did they all gain a lot of weight.
I felt bad thinking this...because they all were clearly unhappy...but i looked so much better than all of them. and ithought to myself, go you! because my entire life i haven't been ahtletic or sport(DEFINITELY STILL NOT) but i was in better shape than all those girls! It felt GOOD to be the skinny one on the treadmill. WOO HOO go me!
okay, now that i sound like a complete bitch i'm going to go. i have thirteen minutes to eat lunch today, except i brought a can of soup and to walk the 1/4 mile to the teachers lounge from my classroom would be my entire time...plus i have to cover math and need some time to get down there and get my act together. math makes me feel incompetent and i hate it. i hate substituting and i'm sick of "paying my dues" this new LTS thing i got was a piece of crap and i think they only reason they put me in here was b/c they knew iw ouldnt have a nervous breakdown. i'm not certified in this stuff, but i can definitely teach kids how to clarify, predict, question, and summarize what theyre reading. but apparently b/c im not certified they need to check up on me every 35 seconds. WELL if you didnt think i was capable...whyd you put ANYONE in the position??? UGH. its so complicated and im stopping before i cry. ughhhhhhhhh i need to go to the GYM.
View Diet Calendar, 29 October 2009:
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846 kcal
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Fat: 18.29g | Prot: 30.37g | Carbs: 155.19g.
Breakfast: light white bread, peanut butter. Lunch: apple, 98% fat free chef boyardee, nature valley. more...
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2444 kcal
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Exercise:
Standing - 4 hours, Sitting - 3 hours, Desk Work - 3 hours, Driving - 2 hours, Resting - 4 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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