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:(Its been a while since I recorded anything as well as weighed in and logged any exercise or food. Before the holidays hit i knew i might gain a pound or 2 and I did but I lost it. After Thanksgiving I went back to my exercise and watching what I ate but then I got a new job. This is a job that I went to school for and worked very hard to get and I am loving it. there is only one downfall. By the time I get home I either dont have the time to exercise or I'm just to tired to. I have also slipped on eating right. My weight has fluctuated and I am still not exactly where i want to be. What is worse though is my out of control eating. While I am staying active enough to kind of maintain my weight, I am not losing anything. I am still not where my doctor wants me to be either. I feel like I did before I started losing weight. I feel like I honestly cant control my eating and despite my best intentions I cant get off my butt to exercise because the little bit of down time that i do have I just want to relax because of being tired. In April I am going to be in a wedding and have a chance to wear a very beautiful dress that I would have never considered this time last trying to fit into. The only this is that I still need to get a little more off in order to wear this dress. I feel like i have lost all of the will power that i once had. I know i should be happy to have lost as much as i have and i am but i am worried that if i cant get out of this i'm going to end up right where i started from. Does anyone have any advice? I guess what i really need is a good swift kick in the butt lol any suggestions?
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