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ok so 14 months ago I started this and stopped it... I can give every excuse there is but the truth is I have an eating disorder... maybe a couple of them. an I feel if I am truthful maybe I can practice what I preach get healthy not skinny but tone and tighten ... as I gorg on a bowl of refried beans with tons of hot cheese, cumin and chips galore HHHHHMMMMMMM yep the truth makes me think twice, but if I am totally honest in about five minutes I will purge as much as i can and pray no one knows my secret or that I do it fast enough not to gain any weight, some of you might say,,, hey go to a different site for your issues. but my goal is to be with regular people and reach a healthy goal like everyone else. In the end we are all struggling with some type of eating disorder, bordem comfort eating,depression and just everyday life, so I will start being honest for a change.. gut wrenching honest, to see if I can change my behavior and heal through the truth...
I do hope that I have not offended anyone with all of this, I am just going to try and help someone else along with myself, so now to purge and pray that by saying all of this out loud I will gain strength and courage from some else in the same dark place ... no control or self control
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1733 kcal
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Fat: 100.18g | Prot: 53.53g | Carbs: 171.51g.
Breakfast: Pop-Tarts Frosted Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. Lunch: Beef Sticks Original. Snacks/Other: fresh strawberries, Peanut Butter To Go, Chocolate Cone (Kids’). more...
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2153 kcal
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Exercise:
Housework - 1 hour and 38 minutes, Exercise machine (slow) - 1 hour and 30 minutes, Walking (moderate) - 5/kph - 54 minutes, Resting - 12 hours and 58 minutes, Sleeping - 7 hours. more...
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