I just came across this site today. Right now I am disabled from 2 bad accidents that I had. Things are very hard right now, but it's like that for all of us.


I love to bake and cook. After I get well I would love to try and become a pastry chef.


I cook every day and I try to bake at least 4 or 5 times aweek. I tell myself that its alright. as long as it is the weight watchers recipes, but when I make the deserts, I have been eating more then I should. I was on weight watchers a couple of years ago. I did great! I lost over 125 pounds within a years time. But the sad thing is I gained most of it back with the next year. I did keep 45 of those pounds off though. But things have gotten worse for me , and I just gave up.

Now, as of today, I am back on weight watchers. I pray that this time I can take that weight off again and this time keep it off. but for some reason it is so much harder then it was the first time. I don't eat alot of food, in factr I have only been eating dinner which is ok, but then after dinner I have an orange, and the weight watchers cakes, or cookies or what ever desert I made.


The problem is I dont have the correct portion, I eat 2 or 3 portions and I have been having more the one kind of desert. I figured as long as I am within the points for the day, I'll be okay, but I was so wrong, since I have been eating that way , I have not gained any weight but, I have not lost any weight either.Today is a new day, I hope I can come to this site for help, maybe some new idea, and maybe I can make some new friends.


If there is anything that I can do for anyone , please let me know, I would be happy to help in anyway that I can, or even just listen if need be. so please feel free to send me a message.om this site and if you would rather, I would be happy to give you my e amil address, if you would like to talk via eamil or instant messenger.

I would like to wish you all the best of luck.your all in my prayers.