I am finally done having children. I love being pregnant. Mostly because I use it as an excuse to eat whatever comes to mind. I seem to be at a stand still and I've decided to go back to my old friend South beach.

My short term goal is to lose 15 lbs by Dec. I want to be in bathing suit shape by Feb. I am planning a trip to Hawaii in March. I want to be comfortable with myself by then.

Before mmy 4 kids I was a toothpick. Time to get as close to that as possible again. i'm trying to be obsessive about the gym, which I have never done before. Day care at the gym is my new best friend. It makes my exercise my me time. I want to lose what I have to lose, and train mmyself to not just go back to eating junk all the time.

My Big Goal! To not need a tummy tuck. I have resigned mmyself to thinking that I will have to get a tummy tuck. If I can look good in a bikini without needing that. I will be very satisfied.