starsundrop's Journal, 15 May 08

I had my sister visit me for a week. Then my mother and other sister came and stayed with me the next week. Then my best friend from 2nd grade who I haven't seen in 2 years, came down for a long weekend to see me. She is moving to Canada.
So as you can imagine, I have been eating on the go and partying it up. With that, there is no time to excercise, food MAGICALLY is suddenly calorie free becuase you are having fun so it doesnt count, and then... Everyone leaves and you are left with your mistakes written all over the scale.
I think that although I wish I hadn't gained weight, that the fun I had was TOTALLY worth it.
= )
Now getting back into the right way to eat and exercise is going to be hard.
Plus I started smoking when my friend was here because she does. I Had been doing so well (i used to smoke) and this time I just dont want to stop. But I am going to. Now I have this added worry. But trust me, working out and smoking - its just not right. lol.
I jogged yesterday with my friend Julie, and afterwards we were sitting on the park bench smokin a cig like our lives depended on it. lol. We looked like Patty and Selma off of the Simpsons. And I dont want to be seen that way.
WISH ME LUCK
Hopefully once this pack is out, I will not look at it again. And HOPEFULLY i do not gain weight from eating when I want to smoke.
I should have never picked it up again, even in fun times...
BLAH

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72.4 kg Lost so far: 4.7 kg.    Still to go: 13.4 kg.    Diet followed: Poorly.
Gaining 0.3 kg a Week

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