Long story, but I was extremely ill.......which sucked anyway but weighed at the doctor, then I find out my slanty floors and crappy scale left off 20lbs....long story short, I started out 20lbs more than I thought over a year ago, and now am 20more than I thought I was last week. Note: I'm in smaller clothes, so I didnt actually GAIN 20lbs.....but have had a 20lb difference this whole time. :( So, my goals are farther away, and I feel like I am far behind.