Six Days
Six days today I chose to change, for me felt pains in my chest, that were not pains of me Feeling them pinprick under my sternum shooting spearing waves down my stanch belly electric, lightening fast, painful like fire scared awake my senses Caused me to consider myself from deep within The place we lock away truths we have known but not accepted... until forced to peer inside walking slowly past both mind and aching body One thing was certain, this way to large body had to be stressing, fat entombing areas fat should not be The body as marvelous a wonder as wonders can be finds no way to counter, repel or cast it away our mind knows it has been screaming for years now, stop wait, you can't do this you're killing yourself... we don't listen On we eat on, unhealthy comfort feeding life, devouring our days away Our bodies grow, no choice or say in this peril We guide this train right off the tracks smashing our senses, dulling our pride So today, six days now life adjusted, wiser I went shopping, ignored most of the aisles I loved Stopped at the clearance Christmas candy and smiled, snicker'd even and pushed past with none in my cart, a small win like playing some video game, seeking achievements to unlock This achievement is life, my life, I need this for me easy so far, surprisingly so enjoying the new family I have met here in this chat blog, friends yet, only found seeking ... the calories of a chicken breast. 6 days, 11 pounds gone... little arrow down!
© HellBentVet 1/2/2017
respect all, and thanks, you are wonderful
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123.4 kg
Lost so far: 5.0 kg.
Still to go: 28.1 kg.
Diet followed: 100%.
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Losing 4.4 kg a Week
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