LostKittenRae's Journal, 09 Jul 10

Work has just been crazy lately... I miss coming on FatSecret and being more interactive with everyone but time has not been allowing me... I didn't even get a chance to do my journal entry yesterday it's been so busy... stupid new phone system...

Anyways, I'm not sure that I really had that much to write about yesterday... I guess I probably would have told you guys we didn't end up going to Mike's on Wednesday night for a movie because it was Mike's birthday... so he was out and actually met up at Justin's house with us later in the night... Tom, Shawn, Justin, and Me ended up playing Dominion again for the majority of the night... I won another game of it :) and when playing a game that involves alot of stradegy with a bunch of engineers that have bacholer degrees... you tend to feel kind of high on your own skill... hehe especially because I'm not very well known for my intelligence, but boy can I strategize in a card game... lol. That was a really nice night... I love getting to sleep next to Justin, there's just nothing better in this world.

As for yesterday, well not much to write about there either... I was way tired from staying up too late with the boys the night before... so I was thankful I made it through work... did a little grocery shopping... and when I got home, it was a shower, a bite to eat, and straight to bed... I was super tired. I really only got a few hours because I had to get up early to drive my mum to the airport this morning... I'm just so happy it's Friday again.

I'm uber uber excited for tomorrow night for two very special reasons. The first is because Justin's band, Save Kenny, is playing their show tomorrow night. It's going to be soooooo AWESOME! They're so amazing when they play their shows... Justin is so incredibly talented... he plays the base guitar and back up sings... his voice is amazing... he always totally takes my breath away and makes me weak in the knees when he sings...

The second reason I'm super excited... is as of tomorrow Justin and me will have known eachother for a full year :)... when I think back to what my life was like before he came around it seriously scares me... I mean he really turned things around for me... he's given me so much strength, inspiration, hope, encouragement... he's given me just so much I don't know how I could ever repay him... I had so much chaos and drama in my life and like some kind of super hero he magically eliminated all of it... and it's never really came back... maybe little glimpses but never sevre and never as long lasting... I'm gonna tear up in a minute here if I keep typing about this... let just say I'm a really really lucky girl to have a best friend like him... no one could ever hope or ask for anyone better then him.

Oh so a couple of key points I should be telling you guys about... one is I've been having a hard time having my scale at home read "158"... Justin's scale reads it every time I'm over, but my home scale keeps reading "160"... but this morning it read "158" so that makes it a lot more solid in my mind.

Also, while I was grocery shopping at Walmart yesterday I decided to try on a pair of jeans I saw in the Juniors Department... and it may have just been the brand or something... but I definitely squeezed into a size 11... they looked amazing with me standing up... but they wouldn't have been as awesome when I was sitting down... so I decided not to get them... but the fact that a size 11 even got up my fat thighs, wrapped around my huge waiste, AND buttoned and zipped close is not anything I've ever even contemplated in my life time... I mean when I was a kid it was like I jumped from being a kid to being obese, I never got to have those smaller sizes... never got to experience what it would be like to fit into a size 11... I still got a ways to go before I'll be able to actually purchase a size 11... but I'd say it's safe to say I'm heading in the right direction...

Also as the days have gone on my size 13's that I recently bought haven been fitting more comfortably and my size 15's don't feel or look right on me at all anymore... which half makes me sad because I really liked my size 15 jeans lol... they were cute... but it's for the greater good, hehe...

Well I hope everyone has had a great week... have an awesome weekend, and don't do anything I wouldn't do >.>

<.<

(FYI The sizes talking about above are U.S. sizes)lots of love <3

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I know what you mean about jumping from being a kid to obese! But in my case, it was more like morbidly obese. :-/ So happy that you fit in an 11...I never seen that size on me either! I don't know if I every will, but I'd be happy just to be close to it. :) I'm so glad you have someone like Justin in your life. Everyone needs a friend that will lift them up, encourage, and be a shoulder to cry on. :) 
09 Jul 10 by member: melmi20
you are definitely headed in the right direction! the weight-loss you have achieved since May has been awesome.. before you know it those 11's will be too big.. you can definitely get where you want to be :) 
09 Jul 10 by member: sweetart87
ah yeah i tottally know what you mean about jumping sizes i think i started wearing a UK 12(us10) when i was about 14 and then just got bigger and bigger all of my friends wear between 6(4)-10(6)so its verry fustrating not to have ever worn them but i will one day :) i have missed yooo :) glad you had a nice couple of days have fun tomorrow celebrating everything but lay off the beers remember ;) x 
09 Jul 10 by member: SelinaMinus60
Here's to SKINNY jeans!!! 
09 Jul 10 by member: Stehanie Knight

     
 

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