Cassie3488's Journal, 17 Dec 11

I feel a little bit better today that I have in a long time after getting some answers from the suicide hotline about myself that i did not even realize about myself that i still have to work on as well as the communication between most of my family members my mom especially if i want to still have a relationship with her when i move out and go to school. relationships in my family as well as communication skills have never been easy but other than that and talking to people outsideo of my family like friends is easier than communicating with my family cuz they are sick the same depressive conversation and think that i am very miserable person as well as negative which without proper counseling before i go to school other than the suicide hot line and self help books and ways to cope with my anger and depression as well as ptsd and anxiety just hope between now and the time i get to school i find a church because possibly the reason i may seem so negative is because i am slowly loosing faith in myself as well as my abilities to do anything and not sure how much sanity i have left because i know i do not feel normal yet who is in this world i know i am not perfect but at least i am trying.

View Diet Calendar, 17 December 2011:
60 kcal Fat: 0.00g | Prot: 0.00g | Carbs: 16.00g.   Breakfast: sunny d, water. more...
2369 kcal Exercise: Sitting - 2 hours, Shopping - 1 hour, Resting - 13 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Sorry your struggling, find a good therapist, or councellor its so important to work on the inside as well as your outside. Ive been thru many things in the course of life, and required a good thearpist to help me learn tools to deal with the negative family in my life. Hope you find something to hold on to. Feel free to add me as a buddie and email me any time you need to chat- I work nights and im usually on here then. Cheers 
17 Dec 11 by member: NewSarah!

     
 

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