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I haven't been doing what I intended as far as my diet goes. I don't like the thought of being on a diet, because, really, when I go "off said diet, then what? Gain everything back and starve myself for nothing? The thing is, I don't feel like I'm starving, per se. I feel like I'm trying to overcome an addiction. This is VERY hard. But, I'm going to do it. I'm determined. I don't want to be thin, I want to be fit. I want to be able to run. I want to not worry about having a heart attack. I do want to look good, but not so other people can think I look good but so I can think I look good. I know my body type and what it's capable of when it comes to "thin" and I'm ok with that, but I do feel I can look much better and feel much better.
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