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04 August 2023
I am so hungry right now. But I feel like I can't eat anything, I am too scared to.
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04 August 2023
Weight:
Lost so far:
Still to go:
Diet followed:
53.4 kg
9.6 kg
3.4 kg
Reasonably Well
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Losing 0.4 kg a Week
02 August 2023
Just had a panic attack, this is all too much for me. I am thinking of taking a break from here, but maybe not as I do get comfort from writing journal entries. I wanted to go for a walk but I am not allowed to go by myself at this time. So I asked my mum and she doesn't want to. I haven't even got any energy to do anything anymore. I will just have to accept the fact that I am not going to lose any weight and that I will probably gain weight. As a teenager, I just feel so much pressure to be perfect.
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02 August 2023
I don't think I have ever cried so much before. I ate so much (for me) nearly 1,000 calories. I know that is normal or even a bit low. But going from 200-700 calories then to 1,000 is scary. I feel like I am going to gain weight, I am so scared. I was screaming and crying, I don't want to gain weight. Something inside me is telling me that I will, even when I know that I won't. I really don't wish the feeling of guilt that I have right now on anyone. I wanted to do tons of running to burn it off, but I have no energy and I did 5 minutes and got so so bored. If I gain weight tomorrow I am going to be so upset. I regret my food choices today as they were high calorie and not even healthy or filled with protein. I will do better tomorrow hopefully. Thank you for all the nice comments on my recent posts it means a lot. I read all of them and smile. I also listen to the advice! I have just been so stressed recently, so I am sorry for not being able to reply. Of course, if anyone has any advice you can message me or comment I am very open for nice help!
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02 August 2023
I was feeling so determined to not count calories today and to recover. But I just can't, I feel horrible to say it but I feel like I can't do it. I was just counting the calories in my head. It's sad but I almost like it, because I get attention from my family and from others. But then I also hate it because I want to eat food, I wish I never started this and I was just normal. I know recovery takes time but I have no patience.
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