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28 February 2011

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
114.5 kg 7.1 kg 8.3 kg Reasonably Well
   Add Comment Losing 0.4 kg a Week

25 February 2011

15 February 2011

15 February 2011

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
115.2 kg 6.4 kg 9.1 kg Reasonably Well
   Add Comment Losing 1.3 kg a Week

08 February 2011

This last week has definitely been one of the toughest since my journey started in October. I think mentally, i'm wore out. The weather, having to stay in doors, slow weight loss, work, school...everything is just piling right on top of the other. Now I can see how I got so heavy. All of those things are a stressor in my life at all times, and in order to feel good and safe and comfy, I got to my pj's and plant myself on the couch. All the while mindlessly stuffing my face with anything and everything. I never acknowleged myself as an emotional eater before. I always put it off to just liking food. I'm a "foody"...that's what I would tell people when we discussed why we at the way we did. I now know it is because of the feeling I get which is opposite of what I feel when I'm stuck in the house in the winter or stressed out at my job, or mad at my boyfriend, or whatever. How do you get past somehing to deeply engraved in your chemical make-up? If this is what i've done since adolecent years, how in the world can I unravel all of that in the 1 year I gave myself to lose all this weight? No, I'm not giving up, because i know if i stop doing what i'm doign, the weight will just come back and even worse than when I started. But, I think I need help. More than just being able to vent in an online journal.


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