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28 January 2014

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
111.6 kg 5.0 kg 43.5 kg Reasonably Well
   Add Comment Losing 1.6 kg a Week

27 January 2014

Well, day #2 of hell at home.... I don't know what it is...but its been dreadful the last 2 days. Hoping for a better tomorrow. I did eat a good amount today..but I tracked EVERYTHING!. I also drank a ton of water... I was down another pound this morning.. so far its 6 pounds in 9 days... I will take i, even if it is mostly water weight!

I am determined more now than ever to prove everyone wrong.... I will not be defeated by the negativity around me. I have always let it get the best of me and this time, I won't! I do find that being able to keep journal is really helping me.. plus the feedback from everyone really helps... its sad that I feel more comfortable opening up to complete strangers about how I feel than the man I am supposed to marry... makes me wonder if I should even get married... maybe that is a mistake... lately, i just feel slighted and I want to feel special and important... I deserve at least that.

I did not do any exercise today.. I might do my Wii Fit when everyone is asleep... I will have to see how much energy I have.. all the fighting has me drained... Tomorrow will be a better day!!

27 January 2014

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
111.8 kg 4.8 kg 43.8 kg Reasonably Well
   Add Comment Losing 1.6 kg a Week

26 January 2014

Today has been a rough day... I am emotionally and physically exhausted.. things at home are stressed right now and this is the time when I usually start chowing down on everything. I know I ate a few things that I didn't log in today, but I also exercised for a half hour. I am hoping that tomorrow is a better day and there is no fighting or stress... I need a day to regroup,,,

I just truly wish I had the support of my fiancé.... I know when he is mad he says stuff he doesn't mean, but I take it to heart every time... He told me that my getting thin is just a pipe dream and that I will always be overweight... I wanted to punch him square in the face, but resisted the temptation... I know I said some hurtful things to him today too, but why he always goes for the cheap shot is beyond me. I asked him what he will say when I prove him wrong and he had no answer... I honestly think he does it because he worries that if I get thin, I will leave him for someone else... actually I know he thinks that, he has told me... but that doesn't mean he should be so damn nasty to me.

I am leaving his words behind me and not focusing on them... I am going to succeed, whatever it takes!! I am taking part in 3 challenges that begin tomorrow and I am looking forward to starting them... I will face those challenges head on just like I am going to continue with my diet. I will not let anything get the best of me any more...

26 January 2014



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