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17 June 2011

16 June 2011

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
98.0 kg 4.1 kg 7.3 kg Reasonably Well
   (2 comments) Losing 1.0 kg a Week

13 June 2011

Ok...
Tonight I am going to weigh in on the medical type scale at the gym.
My scale says not only have I not lost weight, I have gained 3 lbs..
F U scale. You are at least 5 years old and the cheapest one I could find. You have been banged around and maybe you are just wrong.

It will be with clothes on- boo- and later in the day than I would like, but at least I know it will be accurate. I mean, it is huge-- no one wants to move it.

The gain was really hard to take, because I feel I am busting my hump to make something happen.
I don't have a tape measure to take my measurements, but I feel on some level that will be harder for me to take than the weight. I don't know maybe I am wrong.
It is so hard not to quit. Usually, I just decide it is too hard and give up. Just give up.
I am fortunate to have someone who loves me for me, no matter what I look like. But I have to love ME. No matter what I look like. And if I keep working hard, it is easier to love myself, because I know I am not really a quitter. I am better than that. I deserve better than a quitter.
Well, anyway. There you have today... frustrated ( still) but, not quitting.

08 June 2011

06 June 2011



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