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11 June 2008

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
131.8 kg 5.6 kg 3.4 kg Reasonably Well
   (3 comments) Losing 2.2 kg a Week

09 June 2008

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
132.4 kg 5.0 kg 4.1 kg Reasonably Well
   (6 comments) Losing 0.6 kg a Week

04 June 2008

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
132.9 kg 4.5 kg 4.5 kg Reasonably Well
   (1 comment) Losing 1.0 kg a Week

03 June 2008

Holy smokes. I am not sure how it all happened, but I ended up eating a half a load of french bread, with marjarine, last night. I am trying not to focus on it too much, but I am certainly thinking about it today. I had finished my supper and dessert, and felt pretty satisfied. Then other family members started to eat the french bread and suddenly I was eating it too. You know I am too fat to turn back now. I can't give up. I am scared because I haven't been doing this for very long now.

Then in all the turmoil, I was late for work and missed packing my breakfast with me. I have eaten my snacks for breakie, but now don't have any snacks.

This is how the crap starts again. I stop planning and following through on what I should do. Then the ugly thoughts come on what a loser I am. Then the binging begins.

I can't go back. My relationships are better now. How do I deal with all this &*$% without eating over it?!?!?!?!?! God help me.

02 June 2008

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
133.2 kg 4.3 kg 4.8 kg Reasonably Well
   (2 comments) Losing 1.8 kg a Week


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